James-Jarrad Bruce Coleman

Jarrad it's August 6, 8 Years ago since they killed you, Life has gone on for us,but not a single hour has passed, that I don't think of you, and sometimes I think I hear you coming home again,but it's just the shadows of memories, and the quiet whispers of your voice inside my head. I know you live in another place now, where evil does not exist, but I miss you & love you with all my heart and soul. I know I will see you again Jarrad. I can just close my eyes and see you smiling and hear you say "someday".
  Until then, know you are loved and greatly missed. I love you, forever. Mom    

Jarrad what can I say? It's your Birthday again, I miss you more than ever. I know you are safe& happy, where you are now, but I hope all those involved in killing you never ever have a peaceful moment in their lives.

 Jarrad you were a special person here on this earth, a true treasure for all of us, we speak of you every day and our wonderful memories of you make us smile.

 Jarrad, you were a touchstone for a short time, here on earth and God used you to reach out and touch many lives. I am so thankful that I was chosen to be your mom. Your smile, your laughter, your love can never fade away.

 Even if it’s been a long while now,since you left, it is still just yesterday. It’s so hard waiting for the time when we will see you again, Jarrad< I love you so-so much. Happy Birth day My Son! Mom 

Jarrad,today is 7 years,since they killed you .I wonder if they ever think about what they did to you.I know I think of you all the time.Sometimes,I go back in time,and I have to smile,when I think of you,flying space ships through the universe,as you said you would do someday.Jarrad, you are so very special, that what-ever you are doing,I know you are happy.Time has passed,but not the pain,nor the wonderful memories we all have of you.Time will never lessen how much I miss you,or how much I Love You.







 

MISSING YOU HERE AT CHRISTMAS TIME. I CAN STIL SEE YOU GETTING MAD BEACUSE MELISSA IS LATE COMING OVER SO WE CAN OPEN OUR PRESENTS AND LET ME TELL YOU BROTHER SHE IS STILL LATE EVERYTIME LOL. I LOVE YOU AND CANT WAIT FOR TO YOU TO GREET ME INTO YOUR LOVING ARMS WHEN I COME TO MY FINAL HOME.

JARRAD I KOW YOU ARE GONE BUT I STILL WAIT FOR YOU TO JUST WALK THROUGH THE DOOR AND SAY TO ME 'MOM'  , WHAT DID YOU COOK? DID ANYONE CALL? WHEN YOU WOULD COME HOME AT NIGHT YOU ALWAYS CAME TO MY ROOM AND SAY 'MOM I'M HOME.  JARRAD I KNOW YOU ARE SAFE AND SOUND NOW AND IN A BEAUTIFUL HOME BUT I STILL MISS YOU WITH EVERY BREATH I BREATHE. PEOPLE SAID TOLD ME IT WOULD GET BETTER IN TIME BUT THAT IS NOT TRUE. IT ONLY GETS HARDER TO ACCEPT. JARRAD I CAN FEEL YOU SMILING WHEN YOU SEE THIS AND HEAR YOU SAYING TO ME - "MOM" YOUR'E CRAZY I AM OK AND I AM HAPPY HERE AND SO I SAY TO YOU BUT I MISS YOU SON AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.




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