James-Jarrad Bruce Coleman

Jarrad , it has been 3 years since you were murdered, but it still feels like it just happened.I miss you more than words can say,I know you are home now, just like Birtie says,Jarrad you, are truly your nieces and nephew's hero.your sisters and dad  misses you  so. Jarrad ,  You  were as close to perfect as a human being could become.You are alive there,and you are alive here in our hearts and minds.    Jarrad,I  love you more than a human heart can speak.Smile Jarrad, for you are still our Jarrad. I love you  now and forever.Your light and love still  countinues to reach down to us. You are greatly missed and loved.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                I will always love you and miss you                                                                                                  Jarrad love you Mom.            

Happy Birthday Jarrad ! I know you live in a far away home now but you are still very close to me and all of us. Thank you Jarrad for coming to see me . I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU SO MUCH ! Jarrad your light from above still reaches us here on earth. Jarrad, until we are all together again you will live and shine in the deepest love of all in our hearts. You are our distant star sending us your love and light from above. I LOVE YOU ! Mom

I Rember Shannon and I pushing you and Michael around on the riding Broken Riding mower.The 4 of us were always playing in the yard getting dirty having fun...I am Sad thaI will never get to see the little boy I knew all Grown up ....Love to you forever and Always

JARRAD THIS WILL BE YOUR SECOND BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN.

WILL IT EVER GET ANY EASIER? THE PAIN IS STILL AS STRONG AS IF YOU JUST LEFT YESTERDAY. NOT ONE DAY GOES BY W/OUT A TEAR SHED FOR YOU.

AND YES I KNOW YOU WANT US TO BE HAPPY & GO ON. OH HOW WE TRY. BEING HAPPY BRINGS TOO MUCH GUILT. BUT THATS NOT WHAT YOU WANT. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH WE LOVE YOU AND US BEING HAPPY DOES NOT MEAN WE HAVE FORGOTTEN YOU.

I READ WHAT MARY WROTE & I NEVER KNEW YOU WERE EMBARRSED OVER MY GREEN PAINT JOB ON THE FIREBIRD. WELL ITS STILL BLACK & IT ALWAYS WILL BE.( I CAN'T BELIVE YOU LET MARY DRIVE IT,BOY I WOULD HAVE GAVE YOU HELL ABOUT THAT)

TRISTAN WANTS ME TO FIX IT UP FOR HIM. YOU ARE STILL HIS HERO.

HE DREAMS OF YOU OFTEN. HE STILL TALKS ABOUT YOU RUNNING OUT OF THE HOUSE WHEN WE PULLED UP & CHASE HIM ALL OVER THE YARD SCREAMING.

I CAN STILL SEE MYSELF DRIVING DOWN THE ROAD & SEEING YOU JOGGING

& I START SCREAMING WOO BABY! AND YOU WOULD PUT YOUR HEAD DOWN & LAUGH & PRETEND YOU DIN'T KNOW WHO I WAS.

WELL I HOPE YOU HAVE A HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY( HA HA)

I LOVE YOU & CHERISH MY MEMORIES OF YOU & ONE DAY THEY WILL NO LONGER BRING ME PAIN  BUT JOY INSTEAD.

YOUR SISTER ,

MISTY

                                    I Cried

 

Jarrad, before you were born,I knew you were very special.I loved you.And when you were born, you were so perfect.

I cried

When you started to walk, you fell, you would hurt and

I cried

When you started school, you were afraid, you were brave, always you did your best. You always over came the hard times and you kept on trying. I watched you hurt, and

I cried

Jarrad, you made it through grade school, through High school, you had so many friends, and you were a true friend to all. I knew you would grow into a very special young man. You had dreams and hopes.You grieved for the things you could not change. You hurt and

I cried

Jarrad, you made it through all the bad times that Jackie hurt you, you loved her, you got over her, you forgave her.And then Hannah, Hannah hurt you deeply. She gave you much suffering and grief.You forgave her.You moved on. You said, I don't want any more agony, no more pain, and

I cried

Jarrad, you were healing, you had found hope and trust again.You had found Brianna.You smiled, joked and laughed again.You were making plans, a change, a new start in life. You called me, you said, Mom she's great. She is like Kiera, she is a lot like Mary, all the good qualities in one girl, so she must be a good girl. I think she loves me, and

I cried

Jarrad, because of jealous and evil minds, they murdered you, and the cops covered up for them,because it was their family and friends that did this horrible thing. My soul is shattered, I scream, my heart aches, I hurt. I heard you say it will be ok, and

I cried

Jarrad, there was & is many that love you still, Matt & Chris Beets,Ryan Strable, Greg, Tommy, Adam & Chris, Crystal & Irvin,Savanna, Philp, Kiera, April & Brianna, Mary, Matt Q., Russ & Matt, Joey & a lot of them have told me how much they miss you, & how bad it still hurts and

I cried

All the time we think  of you,it's hard to go on. Jarrad your sisters, Melissa ,Misty,Shannon, they deeply love & miss you. Kyla ,Tristan.Stella & Skyla speak of you often. Your Dad misses you too. They tell me, Mom, Jarrad is happy.He hurts no more and

I cried

Jarrad, you were the best Son any mother on earth could ever have. You made a new path, a good path, that many will follow. Thank you for your love & for coming & helping me. No more do you hurt, cry or have sadness. You have a new home now, you are in the Light, Shinning, Briliant & Happy. Some day we will all be together again, no more apart, no tears, no pain, no hurt, and never will I say again

I cried

Happy Birthday Jarrad

love you forever

Mom