
Kyla Tristan Skyla Stella |
Skyla Malorra |
Melissa |
Brianna |
I can't believe it's been a whole year! Time has flown by so quickly, and now I stand here on the verge of my senior year in school. It's unbelieveable! I don't really know how to get through my senior prom knowing that you're not going to be the one escorting me... Seth will be there, and I hope that you're looking down on us in happiness. He treats me like you did, and sometimes that hurts more than you'll even know... It seems like everything he likes is something you liked... It can sometimes be painful, but I try my hardest to look on the brighter side of things. I'll admit, he's made it easier for me this past year, but there has DEFINATELY been the moments that I broke down. I tried to listen to our song the other day, but I just couldn't do it. I cried the whole way from Rockmart to Cedartown... (Remember that trip?) Believe it or not though, after this year has passed, I realize that I need you more than ever...and I haven't gotten over you at all! Some days I think I'm doing so great, and then others, like when my family asks me to go to Pigeon Forge with them, I fall to pieces. I love your family so much, but I can hardly stand the pain of being there to visit them!!! I must seem so horrible to your mother! I feel so horrid for never calling, but it's not because I don't think of her... It's just because she reminds me so much of you! Maybe one day I'll have the strength to go up there... all by myself. I want to put flowers by the site of your accident by myself and spend a day with your mom... by myself... but right now, I'll admit that I'm just not strong enough. Everyone thinks this has been so easy for me, but inside I'm cracking... Give me some strength baby... I need you so much!
P.S.: I cut my hair.... A LOT! You wouldn't like the short cut I don't think, but the red is pretty kick-butt!